Walks

I love walking her home.
Its a lovely experience, but somehow i will be staring at her most of the time.
Trying to digest her day, watch her eat her ice-cream, run at cockroaches(running at cos she runs towards them and jumps away), that lovely smile always appear there and then.

I am at wits end soon, love may turn to desperation. Like what happened to that Ms Koh quite a few years ago .... Took me that 2 years of forgetting her to do. zzz.

Do I need a committed relationship? Looking back at my last gf which I screwed up that relationship, i would say no at that point of time. Maybe that is why she is always saying that.T hen again I am always the cant be bothered one at times why am I sooooo crazy this time.
It will me not good looking enough i guess -.-' damn those cute boys.

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That damn bloody pasture is always greener on the other freaking side.
God bless those cows!

Love does not spend much effort,
Its just another crap feeling,
BUT its driving me nuts,
Nuts about you.