Bright or Dark

Why does one shun commitment? This left me sleepless til 12 pm. As I lie there in my bed the sky went from darkness to light. My world went from lit to dim. Is there an answer to what I am looking for or am I just being going on without an aim.

Does love comes with commitment ? or does commitment comes together with love. What seems to be the problem here. ... Nothing from my head made sense.

Expectations, Disappointment, Being Controlled, Freedom all this will brood down to that eventual person u look to. Who will look to this when it comes to the start of the relationship. Unless theres a scar, deep one. I dun wanna noe or care all this but if its in u, I would wanna answer all this with my way. Expectations will appear, whether i make the cut a not its ur call never mine. Nights and days always seems short with her, even if its plain waiting for her the whole evening.

Guess its better to be an arsehole when it comes to gal cause good gals always end up with them.
I am an arse when it comes to friends, pals and assiociates. People always say I will be a good bf thru the years. Hate to love me, love to hate me, this will always stay within that very soul of mine.
Now is that a compliement or a passby remark ...

Why izzit always the wrong gal at the right time
right gal at the wrong time,
wrong gal at the wrong time,
Lovely gals never came at the right time.


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Its that lovely face that I wanna see every day,
Its that lovely Smile that keeps one going,
Its that Meow and laughter that makes me adore u more,
Its that Crazy gal that leaves me nuts abt u,
nothing else matteRs, Only u.

has it a beginning,
has it an end,
if there no beginning,
and theres no end,
guess i am left in that hole for a long long time.