... Pain

Lifeless as I begin the day again.
Its a sick feeling.
To lose something that u cherish so much yet its never yours to begin with.

Wonder why am I such a pain?
Cos I am wearing her shoes, only that she's blinded with her own pain.
Nothing else matters,
Whatever she is doing for him is whatever I am feeling for her.
Whatever she is been treated like is whatever I am treated for.

I begin to sink back to where I started.
Guess nothing ever gonna be that way.
So what if I am in love,
So what if I really am sweet,
In the end, this fragile soul of mine,
Breaks like any other heart.

The Pain is excuriating internally.
Whatever else U taste even chocolate will eventually taste sour.
Aint it funny, that every other call that rings ... I hope its her.
I guess I just have to lose that hope.

Cried I had, now I am staring at a picture,
Crying outloud silently without tears,
This painful soul of mine will eventually evaporate into thin air.

Lost in direction,
I just dun wanna stay in this area no more.
That street down, the 7-11, that ave.
What else do I want?
Nothing else but her.