Heartening Blows

I care so much about one gal who doesnt give a thing for me.
I try to understand all abt her.
Reach her slowly bit by bit.
Every single time I edge closer to her she just pushes me away.

Frustration ...
I am to confuse to talk anymore, been staring at ur pic and the lappy screen since i woke up at 1400 hrs. Its driving me crazy. the more i want u, the further u get. the more concern of ya the colder u get. i dunno wad i do to deserve this. all i noe that is i have fallen deep in love with ya.

Everything else was perfect till wednesday.

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And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows