Loving Each Day. Fretting Each New One.

I was browsing through some girlfriends with the beautiful Ivy when I realized something, something that struck me deep. The amount of time with her I realized that the last time I did so much for a girl was at least 4 years ago. That one gal that I loved so much and knew so long, yet I did not end up together with.

Its how it all started. The same situation, the same type of relationship, that same amount of silence when it comes to relationship, the same hope I have for that very gal I loved, the same feelings ... Another one appeared.

Now, The days and time I spent with her are lovely and sweet, attention is all I can give, love is all I can feel. The words I am afraid to say, the actions am afraid to show, the feelings I fear will come, the day will come when in the end .... IT doesn't matter when you are just another guy.

Each day I spent with her, I will cherish that moment. Each new day I fret and hope i will see her again.

I miss her everyday every also other minute when I am not concentrating on something else.
Her lovely smile, her sweet look and that irresistible smell ... What will happened if she leaves?
I fret that day ...

Have anyone wondered if you say I Love U to someone and those words does not return and in turn the gal leaves.... These words will come out when I am ready to brave enough to let u go.

Will my love be accepted or am I just another someone to replace with?

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Takes Only A Minute To Develop a Crush,
Takes Only A Day To Like a Person,
Takes Only A Week To Love Her,
Takes A Hell Lot To Forget that very SomeOne.


As I wait thru my ears,
My heart weeps without tears,
Motions of tears,
Become my fears,
When will u, dear,
Finally let me come near???
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