Conflicts of Interest

As days past, I wonder whats love and what makes things happened between lovers. Things dont come a one way portal. Even if u are alone in a room, a butterfly comes flying in that will change whatever course of route u may wanna take for that day.

Mine is a complicated issue here. Love sux, why do one have to fall in love with another. zzz, as much as i love her and as much as i not wanna love her theres no way ard this. People appear in your life for a reason, be it good bad, sadness or happiness ... She brought me everything except that very thing i wished for, her. My heart can only take so much, all i wish is a part of me can stay in that very heart.

Someone once told me she is heartless, but she does every other lovely things that make me fall deeper into her. Screw those fellas that broke her heart, i cannot heal those cracks and pain gal, i can only replace them with my love. Scars can never heal, wounds will.

For all we know, love is a vicious cycle. Wonder why sometimes a gal treat u the way she does? or a guy treats u the way he is. Simple. Ask the ex-latter, that will give u clearer picture why. Dun believe me? lol seek and u shall find the answer.

Just hope that time will be a friend of mine and not an enemy. Why? Only She knows.
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Many conflicts all over the place. For twice in this past week, i quarrelled with 2 of my close friends. ... zzz normally I am the stable one, why this time ard i twitched. I wonder why. ...

Stress maybe a factor, big factor. zzz time to take a break of shit and load.
Sorry my brothers ...
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That smile, if only i can see them every morning and every nite.
There wont be no other gal i will see upon.
That laugh, if only i can hear them every minute of everyday,
There wont be no other song i will yearn to listen to.