Thoughts

I wanna start to stop missing her.
I dunno how she feels, I dunno how she is.
Maybe nothing, maybe happy as hell

Sometimes I just wish that I am the only one, selfishly.
Picesean. That bad?

To miss someone is agony. Dun never go miss someone makes u do and think stupid things. I cant concentrate to sleep. I been like waking up over and over again this morning just not to think of her.

Dreams are a part of our consciousness, is that why she is always appearing in my dreams. Be it bad or good, nightmare or lovely ones.

Maybe someday she will understand and let go of the things she want in guys.
Cause there's already one complete so near here.
No one is perfect but maybe I can learn.

The irony is the more I want U,
The further U get,
The close I get to U,
The closer the impending flight to down under approaches.

Just wanna spend the rest of the 4 months with ya as someone special.

I tried so hard and got so far,
In the end,
Maybe it doesnt matter anymore.

Gal, have u realise something,
wadeva u are going through,
I am going through it on the same way as u do.