When Glasses are made to be blurred

What have I done to warrant a ignore from someone.
Not just anyone, someone I love.
Can I make things right, I dun think I can not that I dun want,
I am afraid to do so.

Making things right would mean trying to appease someone.
It has not brood any wellness within those thoughts and actions these past 2 weeks.


I saw her today, I am afraid to look in her eyes.
Afraid for that coldness will ache my heart even more.
Thats why, i never speak/look to ya.
I did not speak to her, I regretted.
As I wave goodbye to her back, somehow I am sad.
I saw the 2 boys walking beside her and I envied them.

I saw her smile whilst playing, a sight I really really missed.

Nothing else changes it,
If u are happy without my presence,
Stay happy,
at least I am frustratingly unwillingly contended.
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It doesnt pay to be nice.
But nice doesnt mean theres nothing to pay.
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Here in my heart,
Theres a picture of us,
Together forever unfaded,
Ever we are a world apart,
I know that U will always be in my heart.
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Thanks Fiona
Thanks Niki
Thanks Clonic
Thanks Tim
Thanks Fateppd
Thanks Cass
Thanks ShericaLei