Reminisce

Somehow or rather, falling in love in crap.
Drive u insane, makes u suffer for others, do things only to please others.
Frustrate urself because of others.

Story comes recently, a girl i fall in love with, started some campaign to ignore me.
Starting blaming things that werent even of my knowlegde to my arse.
Block me out of her world for no apparent reason, hanged up my calls, gave me the coldest look when I walked past. Because of nothing.

Not all in this world wants something just because they cannot have them.

Despite that all I can think of her were the lovely memories I had with her, love sucks doesnt it. To think I started to grow out of that and swiftly fall into that hole again. Girls dun come and go in my world they live and stay within my world as for you gal, no one will understand ya if u dun let them.

As I walk her down the street last nite, her ignorance on me prove something to me, she has decided that I was the one to blame for everything shit she had been through this past june. I left halfway with my half busted knee struggling to keep up with her pace and partly because I was an idiot talking to a doll. Past the place we had dinner to the place and to the place we share sweet ice-cream and the pet shop that shows the ever lovely side of her.

Letting You Enjoy watching this soul suffer maybe the only last thing I would do for ya. I tried to make a difference but apparently someone already did that difference with a different agenda from mine. If you are happy with what u see, pls continue doing that because somewhere down the days, I just hope that someone like me did fall in love with ya madly even if you forget his name, face , character , voice that feeling will never change once someone falls in love, as I slowly turn invisible in ur eyes.

All I asked for was you.
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Thats WHY

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

* CHORUS : I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

* REPEAT CHORUS

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

* REPEAT CHORUS