Never

...

after all that said and being done, theres nothing much I can do.
Wait? or not to wait. Carry on loving or start learning to leave.
I once told her if leaving her means granting her happiness I would glady do it.
Havent been a hit with that anyway.

"Snap out of it, stop being stupid, IT OVER, fark la", friends start to say.
I mean at that finishing line. Its me who chose which path I go down into the history books.

Falling in love had been a weakness to a certain extend.
Doesnt mean I am weak when I show my affection and emotions at times.

I realize something these few days, I been trying to talk to her but I forgot to listen to the words that she been trying to tell me.

Things I done kinda got into the wrong tune ... everytime I do something for her something else just keep getting stuck. Ever since mid may, I havent been talking to her. I havent been communicating well with her.


I never did wanna pressure, I never asked for more.
Being with ya is great, I had my share of sweetness and laughter.
I did asked and tried a little more that I should at times but wasnt received well so i backed off. I tried to appease ya when u are irritated or down.
I listened to ur woes and never disclosed them.

I fell in love with ya, mainly because I love the way u showed concern.
Ur eyes when u concentrate on my brown eyes, the way u ^&^#R when ur nail breaks, the little things u pay attention to when i talk to ya. The coke light and Ju Hua. No MILK. Noodles seaweed simpsons. The scratches of that of a cat. U are qutie irreplaceable. The times we shared were lovely, as much as I wanna tell more ... I know u wont be happy abt that. Did U ever think abt those day I had with ya.


What happened to those lovely days?
Maybe u found someone else. Maybe I turned irritating. Maybe i been thinking too much

The fact is ... I miss ya no one else can deny that.


Dun fill my life with you,
And rob me of you,
Just because u got tired of yourself in my life.
Missing ya took that very essence i had in life.