Dinner

Its great to see that smile again, her lovely scent her eyes ...
Somehow she as sweet as ever, good things dun last ...

I found myself frustrated and irritated her again, maybe I am not the one that irritated her initially but somehow it gets on and I am there wrong time wrong place.

Damn I should have been a striker instead of a midfielder lol maybe then I have practised the on time on target nonsense. In life there are certain things that we dont cherish when it comes.

I have lost grasp of her attention somehow or rather. Gals somehow love arseholes. Maybe I shuld be one, every single gal I knew like one. No one appreciates the good ones, its always the arseholes that counts.

I was reading all the msg we shared, somehow or rather it slowly become ... further and further away ...


I am strong enough to blog all these down,
Sometimes its not so much of being emo and losing it,
Its just a need to write all these down somewhere and keep them there.

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Its a simple thing and day after day I know more of ya,
Night after night U move further and further away.