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I need a break off from this world.

Gaming Giants, DotA, Studies, Work, Business, Meetings.

In the day, its all about work and studies, in the night I retreat to the phone with her. Talking her to sleep, smiling at her cuteness, talking about her day, finding out more from her life and getting to her heart every day.

Now its all in nonsensical state, tearing seems stupid, but I did.

I fell in love with her, else i wont feel this way.
Nothing else mattered but her when it comes to love life.
Guess it just mine side of the story ... here I am telling her how much I love and miss her. There she was saying the same thing to someone else.

I fail terribly in this, hurt battered and pain.
I just spend 80 minutes staring in the blank and tearing motionlessly like what I felt the last time I fell deeply in love.

WTF... ... KILL ME. ANY ONE OF U MOFOS ease me off this pain.
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Sitting by the window,
Singing songs of love,
Wishing U were here because the memories not enough,
Wear my mask in silence,
Pretending I am alright,
If you were here then you will be here by my side.

It only happens in fairy tales.