Crying Out Silently

Does love have to be this cruel?

It just struck me when Tim told me this. Dude, just let it go already.
I realized that I forgotten something I told myself. Stop falling in love easily.
Love wont be returned to you at all in this world nowadays.

I did not gave much love to my previously relationship because I knew exactly this will happen. Now that I gave and give I am sad cos it not coming back the way I wanted or imagine it will be.

So what if i love someone, she dont care. So what if i really bother abt her well-being she dun care. I miss her badly that every call, every sms, every msn nudge I hope its her, her her her her.

Why? ... Am I that weak. ...
As much as I want to take it slow, sometimes, I just wanna see and hear that smile and voice. I noe she is sick, just wanna say take care. Get well soon.

Tears stuck at the entrance of the pores, throat tighted at the sense of bitterness.


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