Past History

I ponder why am I still single all this while.

Is there somewhere in me that I am holding out for someone?
Or is it that I am sick of being hurt?

Sighz*.
Everytime I meet someone new, somehow or rather I will screw up the show.
Else I have to think too much and back to square one.
zzZZzz.

Things Happened ........

Now all I care is DotA and Friends. But will all this get me far ?
Everyone is getting attached.

Everytime when I am out with the Westside Farkers ...
A Part of me will ponder why am I all alone.

Yf and Ivy.
Wenya and Alvin.
Mu Xiang and Cai Lian.
Bagene and Amanda.
Beng and Qiqi.
Kevin and His New Found Love.
Kelvin and PpD.

Defeated by myself, all over again.

Part of me wants U,
Part of me dun wanna hurt U.
The inablilty to commit,
The doubtfulness of my feelings for U.

All this because of Me.